miércoles, 6 de mayo de 2015

I found him

I found him, lost in my selfishness, I found him.
It took me a while to realise that it was him.
I kept wondering wether it was him or not.
Wether he would try to give me the moon or not.
This man, with his rudeness, his humanity, his humbleness, his impatience, his generosity...
This man with all the scars the world have given to him,
This man with all the love he has been keeping inside,
This man was suddenly in front of me.
And I wondered, is this for me?
I, with my craziness, my selfishness, my reasoning, my patience, my pride...
I, with all the insecurities that have always ruled me,
I, with all the love I was afraid to give...
I was suddenly in front of him.
I was about to leave it, about to give up,
I was about to miss the love of my love.
I still don't make it easy for him.
Sometimes I can't belive someone can love me so much,
Sometimes, I don't want to believe that I can love someone so much.
Will it be forever? How long will it last?
Are we meant to be? Is this just a dream?
I leave to God the right to decide.
He put him in my life, therefore, He will be the one to take him out of my life.
But  I will always thank Him, for I have met real love in my life.